After going out with Deardo for a year, and when we are both few years away from reaching the age of 30, it is no surpirse if I tell you we are already talking about marriage.
Since we are from the same hometown, he always say it's so convenient when it comes to going home for festivals like CNY. But once we get married, I will have to stay in his house in stead of mine in Taiping...
This morning out of nowhere, I thought about this and started to cry. I thought of how is it going to be, when I'm so near to my own house with my dearest Papo and Mamo at home and I have to be at someone's house with someone's parent. I thought of how normally on a Sunday morning we would always wake up earlier to go Dim Sum with my parent and Grandma but in the future I might have to abandon them to go to the church on Sunday mornings... Even typing these words made me cry...*wipe tears~*
I think only until todayI reali zed how much I love Papo and Mamo. Only until today I realized, like it or not, I'm actually a Daddy's girl down to the root! I cannot imagine Papo staying at home without seeing me when he knows that I'm not too far away. I cannot imagine how we both would cry gao-gao on my wedding day. I don't even want to imagine that man! I mean, my dad was the one who cried the gao-gaoest when my family sent me off to Perth back then. My dad was the one who wanted to make sure I come home after my studies in Perth!
Man I don't want to leave my Papo!!! :'(
I don't know lar, I just felt like sharing this to ya all you see. I know in the end things are going to change anywayz. But I just need to crap a bit so let me do this please!!!
By the way, I'm now in the office on a Sunday afternoon...